hmmm...long time
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Disarm by: Smashing Pumpkins

So, long time no talk everybody. How's everybody doing? Thats really good.

it's fun to mess with peoples preconceptions. to screw around with their pretty little heads.

i think people seriously need to get over themselves.

Oh my god! i wear abercrombie and fitch AND i like taking back sunday! =O! alert the press! i mean, you can't do that! that goes against all of the preconceived ideas and opinions of who people are! oh no! i'm not following the assumed "rules" of how i can dress or what i can listen to formed by a completely ignorant student body who don't care who you are just what you stand for.

so? you don't like how i dress than you don't have to like me. but i definitely don't need to hear about it. so leave me alone. because frankly, i don't care.

had some interesting conversations today with some interesting people...kind of took me by suprise.

anyway, nothing really happened today. it was a boring day. just like every other school day. oh but i did get a volleyball sweatshirt from ms whitty. there purple and really cool and only $15.00!! whoohoo! i am a bargain shopper! hehe lol

i think that i could kill ms blake. grrr she makes me really mad sometimes. like we have to do this formatting thing to format the 21 storys that we wrote into a newspaper format and it's really stupid! first of all, it takes forever to do and then every time you move something, everything moves and you have to start all over again. even that wouldn't be so bad but then ms. blake keeps adding things, like you need a picture in every column or that you need a little symbol between every story. That's what she told me when i was on my 5th page of formatting (theres 13 i have to format all together) and then all the words on the pages moved and i had to start again at page one!!!! i thought i was going to turn around and just punch her. grrrrr she made me mad...

but tomorrow should be a good day :)!! we get a pizza party for social studies and then we're testing our balloon boats in science. i'm sure mine will sink or something...well maybe thats not a good thing then. maybe tomorrow won't be so great...

wow...chad's party last night was awesommmme! i had a BLAST! sorry to be such a dork but i HAVE to rattle off some nice moments from last night now...

mike - my fellow juvinille delinqint!!! whoohoo! "i never knew this side of you!" "i've just been violated on the stairs!" =O!! ok i forgot, which one is mine again? AMANDA it doesn't matter anymore! ewwww but I don't want mike cooties! hehe Freddy vs. Jason freaked me out...just the idea of that happening...amanda i don't think you'll have to worry about freddy or jason coming for you and scratching your eyes out...but you NEVER KNOW! jumping on you, covering my eyes, sitting on the table in the back of the room. hehe... shoplifting items at the dollar tree, meeting in juvi...
"so what did they get you stealing?"
"uhhhh *cough cough* tampons...?"
OMG LOL!!! lmao!
see you in juvi my man :)

anthony you pervert "there's nudity in this movie...girl nudity..."

chad - two words: chocolate milk. lol.

TRESKE!!! you are so awesome and YOU ARE NOT FAT! everyone loves you just as you are :) punching the punching bag hehe lol...punching YOU! lol

joe, morgan, nikki, anyone who was on the stairs - BODYSURFING! hehe joe i know you enjoyed it. omg that was so frickin hilarious. chads dad: "hey anyone who gets hurt on the stairs gets a spanking." ahhh lol!!!!! its his fault that he walked in on our body surfing sessions up and down the stairs..."wait, chads down there... so i did all that for NOTHING???" LMAO!

...yeah so I think thats all. the party was awesome but there were some parts that kind of disturbed me. i mean come on...spin the bottle...? aren't we a little old for that? i'm not mentioning any names, but anyone who was participating in that...you just lost a whole lot of respect from me. be ignorant and call me prude but i just don't like the idea of sticking my tongue in someone's mouth that I hardly know.

so anyway that's my recount of the party. it was fun...interesting...a lot of things actually

I really have only one comment to make.

Tachikara: yes, like monica says, it doesn't really matter whether we win or lose. but everyone loves to win. and since we're 4-5 right now i'm guessing no one is really happy. and the only people who can change this is us. so, the biggest thing we need to work on is communicating with each other and not letting one or two people run the gaem *cough cough*. though this is helpful at some times, it doesn't work most of the time. so basically, we all need to have a chance to talk and we all need to LISTEN. And we all need to give 100% ALL THE TIME. if you don't, you don't deserve to be in volleyball in the first place and no one on the team is going to like you. and everyone needs to take every game seriously because every little second counts. another thing is we need to all start to THINK!!! when you get on the court a lot of the times, the mind will go blank. I think we've all played enough to get over this! THINK when you're on the court! think about everything mr woodring taught us and make the move most beneficial for the team. of course, we all make mistakes, but we should not make mistakes every time the ball touches us. not after all the time and effort mr woodring has put into us and everything we've learned/already know.

so this is my little pep talk. thank you for listening.

kris and i are over.

i don't really want to say anything about it because its personal and if i want you to know i'll tell you.

so anyway, back to life as we know it.today was our first volleyball game(s). just so you know,

TACHIKARA RULES!!!

yessssum we won 2 and lost one :(. but all in all it was really good playing from EVERYONE. we had some good set-ups and three hits...some good returns, passing and awesome serving. i even got a couple of compliments from mr. woodring. i felt very special :).

anywayyy i have to go eat now. talk to you all later. and in the words of my ghetto-fabulous sara bear...

PEACE OUT!!!

not much to say really.

i didn't go to volleyball tonight because i wasn't feeling well at all. and just for the record kristopher i AM sick and i DID need to sleep all sunday. so there. anyway, i'll be back to volleyball tomorrow.

soooo things that have happened lately. not much really. valentines day was saturday. i spent it at kris's house with courtney and chad. which was awesome. we played a lot of pool and nightfire (which i am awesome at. i beat chad but i haven't beat kris yet...). Then we started watching drumline but then i had to leave like in the middle of it.

Then sunday i spent, as mentioned before, laying in bed all day watching this program called The Six Wives of Henry VIII. It was absolutely fascinating though most of you would probably find it boring. I was pretty sick so i had the whole layout going on...in bed with the vaporizer going, tissues in hand and garbage right next to me and them cough drops on the nightstand. i swear, laying in bed all day like that and just taking a day off was HEAVEN. I was in heaven. wow. it was great.

haven't updated in a while. actually, ashley just reminded me that I haven't written in a while. so now i'm updating. happy, ashley? :)

anywayyyy, i've been thinking about this stupid volleyball thing. you know how miss whitty and mrs peterson and all of the coaches are like "ohhhh we don't believe in tryouts and cutting and blah blah blah etc. etc."??? well this year, all they did was basically have some sort of tryouts, take the top 15 players and put them on the real team and then take all the girls that didn't make it, throw them all together, split them into 4 teams and them make them play each other over and over and over. it'd just about the most retarded thing i've ever heard of. basically, it's a bunch of scrimmages or like volleyball practices. oh and another thing that bothers me is that they give all 50 girls on the gold team ONE coach (poor mr woodring!), and they give the 15 girls on the purple team one coach also. HELLO?!?! theres like a 35 girl difference there! we're being deprived of the coaching and attention that we were guaranteed when we signed up! grrrr...this makes me really angry...don't mess with me about this subject. i'll tear you to pieces.

not really much to say...today was the first volleyball practice. it was really gay because they came up with this method of splitting us into teams (the coaches did) which is either really gay or really smart. if i actually understood it i would be able to tell which it was.

then...after practice i came home and came on here. ate some pizza. talked to some homies. anthony was being either really mean or just weird...or possibly both. hmmm...

anyway, just to let you all know, monica is a total COPIER! i have this song that is like my favorite ever. it's called "the art of losing" by american hi-fi. yeah well i love the song and its like...awesome. so i let all my friends hear it and everything. and then i let monica hear it ONCE and she goes home and the next thing i know the lyrics are in her profile! what a meanie! so now i am mad at her because thats MY song. and because i'm weird. i just get mad about these things.

so here are the FULL lyrics to the awesome-ist song in the whole universe. i encourage you all to download it.


The Art Of Losing by American Hi-Fi


last call now I'm outta time
and I don't got no valentine
singled out, now I stand alone
the underdog in a modern world
suburbia is hot tonight
but nothing seems to feel alright
i don't want your sympathy
i just need a little therapy
at least that's what they say to me

hey ho let's go
i'm gonna start a riot
you don't wanna fight it
one two fuck you
don't tell me what to do
i don't wanna be like you
can't you see it's killing me
i'm my own worst enemy
knock me down I'll keep on moving
it's the art of losing

fit the mold and do what you're told
get a job and start growing old
9 to 5 can make your dreams come true
but I don't wanna be like you
i'm not cool and I'll never be
i break the rules and I guarantee
i don't want your sympathy
i just need a little therapy
at least that's what they say to me

hey ho let's go
i'm gonna start a riot
you don't wanna fight it
one two fuck you
don't tell me what to do
i don't wanna be like you
can't you see it's killing me
i'm my own worst enemy
knock me down I'll keep on moving
it's the art of losing

you call me a loser
say I'm just a user
but I'll just keep on moving
cause that's the art of losing

hey ho let's go
i'm gonna start a riot
you don't wanna fight it
one two fuck you
don't tell me what to do
i don't wanna be like you
can't you see it's killing me
i'm my own worst enemy
knock me down I'll keep on moving
it's the art of losing

Wahhhooo (it's the art of losing)
Wahhhooo (it's the art of losing)

we're the kids
we're the kids
we're the kids in America
we're the kids
we're the kids
we're the kids in America...

ehhhh...today was ok. monica was over until like 2:00. wow we had some interesting times...spamanda and non-spkris...spasmatic or non-spasmatic?...competitive or not competitive?... intelligent or stupid?... popularity?...wow tom is hottt and you know it...wow you really need to make your move...i have no life line?...222!!!!

anyway after monica left i went to see "The Perfect Score" with jen, sara and emma. it was a blast. there was like no one at the theater...which made it even better. and the movie was good too... "it looks like you need a pimp" ahhh the stoner was the best! emma: "ohhh they're naughty!" LMAO! francesca was my favorite character, but i have a feeling that i'm going to be labeled as more of an anna type... 4.0 GPA, "perfect", valedictorian...oh wait she was 2nd...lol.

So then after that I came home and finished some homework...then i ate dinner, cleaned up...pretty boring. i'm really depressed that we have school tomorrow :(. i don't wanna go!!!

by the way, what is up with that little strip next to my panel on the side of my blog? i can't figure out how to get rid of it and its cutting off some of my words! i don't like it!